befOre my brO kumeresa Left me....

my birthday - ending ***sad***

my 21st birtday....
i wOnt fOrget it....
befOre 1 mOnth esh waiting fOr 17-10-2008.
but nOw regret why 17-10-08 is cOming....


my Loving brOther KUMARESAN left me alOne in this earth....
Kumeresa ....
why yOOOu gO sO early da
u just 17 is it..
why yOu dOnt like celebrate DIWALI with this sister ar....
yOu wan celebrate this diwali in diffrent place with diffrent peOple ar
this akka alsO want fOllow yOu da
can yOu ask the GOD who rob you to take me also
please

my dear brother kumerasan

Kumerasa where yOu go ????
hOw can yOu left this sister alOne here !!!
Never think abOut me ar?
I nOe GOD lOve yOu sO much sO he call yOu sO early but hOw can yOu left this sister here ....
KUMARESA....
after this when i will see yOu cute smile
when i will see yOu smile face


May yOur sOul rest peace

17 October is cOming Soon

Ah.........17 October 2008 is cOming Soon.....?????

Why Esh ????

PeOple Ask like that tO me ...

I nOe hari raya On 1 & 2 OctOber !!!
then wad special On 17 October ....duh...

yOu all Do nOe ah....

17 OctOber is my is My 21st Birthday...

uwahhhhhh........im 21....

lOOk like Funny...but tiz is true ......

Im waiting fOr 17-OctOber 2008.....

::: I kiss yOu :::

This poem was written to express my desire to kiss my love.
Yes, he is the love of my life
- And yes the sex is hot -
But it all has to start somewhere, doesn't it?



I ask if I may kiss you.
You just smile;
no answer is necessary.
My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips
.My tongue lightly flicking
-Like I am asking, "
Do you want me?"
The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips
. Touching every part,Inside and out
-Over and over again.
Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue
.Now I press my lips gently to yours.
Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine.
My kisses are hot and fast.
I cannot rest long in any one place.
I have such a need to go on.
I trail kisses of passion all over your face.
Then back to your mouth.
Our tongues dance together
.We are exploring.
I circle your tongue with the tip of mine
.You echo the pattern back to me.
I lick the sides, underside and the top
.You echo back.I suck your lower lip.
You echo back.
We repeat, repeat, repeat.
The sensations are driving our emotions
.We are wild for each other.
You thrust your tongue in and out
.The movements are rhythmic and stabbing
.Simulating our love making during mating
.I ask again, do you want me?
I can tell that you do.


No words are necessary.

Full Heart, Empty Arms

This poem is merely one of many attempts to convey and express the longing
for the one man who has touched the anatomy of my soul.
A man I call ......., yet, with a soul that reaches far beyond my own.
A thousand miles separate us only physically,
yet, via email he has intertwined himself right into my inner blueprint.
Only through the grace of God, will we ever meet.




Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit;
Never a flicker of flame,
but withArching bolts which strike with a force
That disturbs my equilibrium
.My mind races as waves of passion flush ove

rMy pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visions
Of impossible romantic possibilities.
Pathetic is this woman who anticipates the
True rhythm of love
, with a man she will never hold.
My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering,
As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speakto his
: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world."

f o r you

This is a Poem I wrote for a Man that had stepped into my Life
when my world was a dark and lonely place.
How can you not fall in Love with such an Angel??
Well I fell in Love with him and although
he is the Greatest Man in my Life we are only friends, but yet we act like more.
I am confused...But even though he doesn't feel the same way I do. I will Love him anyways.




You walked into my Life,
when my world was dark and cold,
you held out your arms, and my heart and soul you did hold.
You promised you would never leave,
that you would always be there
,I never knew that I meant so much,
that my heart was worth enough to care.
You showed me so many things,
I started to dream of you every night
,you melted the coldness in my heart, with the warmth of your light.
I ended up falling for you,
how could I not -you're an Angel in disguise,
and every touch from you makes my soul hot.
But then you told me it's not the same.
for you only think of me as a friend,
I cannot understand this,
the wrong messages you did send.
I never knew you bought your friend flowers, and touched them like a lover
,I never knew you held your friends' hand and caressed them under the covers
.I am so far,
I cannot turn back now,
you are My Best friend
,so what do I do now.
I don't know much,
except here I am againin
Love with another man
who only wants to be my friend
.I'm not sure if this is wrong, then again I
don't know what's right




,I will Love You Anyways,
even if its a lonely fight.